03/03/08, 11:07am…Windchill’s family

March 3rd, 11:07am: I’ve come to realize a big part of the reason I come here is that Windchill made us a family. We could all come here and talk about him, vent our frustrations, our sadness, our anger – and there were people who listened. You’re still coming back – and so am I. And so I’ll tell you what – to help in my own healing, our own healing, I’ll be working on filling in the missing pieces that we never had time to finish. Posting more videos. Posting more pictures. And trying to answer some of the questions that came in. I have to leave for the Twin Cities shortly so I will work on this over time. Later in the week I have to try and give a presentation and pretend that I’m okay. I have four days to get to that point. And in the next couple of weeks I will be working on his new foundation website and as part of that I will move all of this, or at least copy it there – so that those that want to continue to be part of this family can be. Windchill lit the candle. We are determined to keep it burning. And together I hope that we can heal. I go between coherent thought and eyes burning so I can’t promise I won’t slide into hell for moments. But in the end Windchill went through hell and out the other side – and together so will we.